Ancestry

A man walks the black soil of a reaped field.

He pauses to kneel and parse the earth

for old coins or unearthed aluminium.

He is twenty-two. He is fifty-eight. He’s not

a man but a child with a dog. He’s my boss.

He’s a gamekeeper, he’s a bailiff at my door.

Three buzzards form an ellipsis in the sky,

then the scene changes. There’s snow on the ground.

Stars in the damp night. I can see his breath.

The man is my father, and he walks the perimeter

of hedgerow like a sentry, halting occasionally

to scrape a hole in the hoarfrost with the heel

of his steel capped boot. I never see what he buries.

I’ve never seen his face. He’s outlived his failures

or he hasn’t. He casts no shadow in the moonlight.