There is one advantage to a stay in hospital followed by confinement to barracks: time to read and to think. I have devoted a lot of thought to great topics; do I hear ‘sublime’ and ‘ridiculous’? My two subjects have been the existence of God and the prospects of the Tories winning the next election.
I have become fed up with hearing about serious bottles and not partaking
God first. I have reaffirmed the conclusion which I’ve held for many years. There is no route from reason to faith. You either believe or not. I remain someone who is deeply religious by temperament but who cannot believe. There it is.
Recently, on the subject of religious observance, there has been some debate in the press. There have been complaints that the clergy, on great occasions such as high masses, were resplendent in their dress. Our Lord presumably dressed like a mendicant friar. Surely the clergy should follow His example. There’s an obvious reply. Ad Maiorem Dei Gloriam. If God did not create man, man created God and endowed His creation with every form of artistic splendour. The aesthetics of religion have inspired the great glories of the human condition. One sees no reason why vestments, robes, surpluses et al should not also express the splendour of worship.
Splendour. Not much of that about the Tory party these days. For me, there is a constant source of irritation. In the approach march to 1964 and again to 1997 there was an inescapable conclusion: fin de régime. Whether fairly or not, the Conservative government was dying and simply waiting until the electorate performed the execution.
Today, that is not true. Rishi Sunak may be the most exciting politician in Britain, arguably in Europe. We are waiting to know more about who he is, what he believes, and where he hopes to take the country.

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