Matt Rowland Hill

Living in a state of fear: a haunting memoir

Sexually assaulted as a teenager, Christiana Spens describes her life of perpetual anxiety – until the birth of her son ‘transforms everything’

Christiana Spens. [Sophie Davidson]

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